tiramisu

Today was the first day Kevin and I had off from working out since we started. I didn't eat ALL day which I didn't do on purpose, I was just busy and forgot to eat. Then when I did eat I had anticipated eating dinner soon so I had top Roman. BAD IDEA. Super unhealthy and WAY to much sodium. Then I decided to go to Fresh Market and what did I do? I got a freakin tiramisu  slice of cake....uggggg, REALLY!?!?! I had never had tiramisu  before and I just had to have it.....SO BAD! But it was soooo GOOD!
After that little adventure I came home and made up dinner. I made a pot roast, broccoli and cheese and garlic mash potatoes. I wasn't going to eat the mash potatoes but I did. Today was so terrible for my eating but over all it was a good day with some friends and family.
Tomorrow is another day off from the gym but I will be strickly back to eating healthy because I need to make up for how bad I was today....I feel soo guilty.

Eat better tomorrow and work my butt off at the gym for the next 3 days to burn off that tiramisu .

Gym Day 3

I woke up today well rested. As soon as Kevin and I said good morning to each other baby girl walked in and crawled into bed with us. We all hung out for a couple minutes...its a great way to start the morning. Then we got ready and headed out for the gym. Unlike yesterday I was super motivated to go. I got there and got to it. When I was about 25 min in on the elliptical I wanted to give up so bad but I started talking crap to myself and saying JUST DO IT! Hahahaha I didn't think about this but I was listening to Nike work out music routine. Anyways, I got done at 35 min and then did a 10 min cool down. My goal is to be able to work out for an hour but I know I wont get there for another couple of weeks. I came home and had 2 boiled eggs, 2 pieces of bacon and 2 sausage links. I am trying to stay with a high protein and low carb. It worked for me a couple years ago so I'm sticking with it. As for the day a head, I have plans to have coffee with Morgan, hang out with a new friend then have play date with another one of my friends for Skyler and my friends son. Yay for a busy day!

Todays Goal: Get Skylers room clean, clean my bathroom and maintain what is already clean :D

The New Year

I haven't been blogging for awhile as you can see. I was at the gym this morning and I was just wishing someone could understand how miserable I was while working out. I hate mornings, I really don't enjoy working out and I was completely nauseous. When I went yesterday I felt great. I was glad to be getting it over and done with and had a great day following my work out. But today was completely different. I woke up and just couldn't seem to get myself going. So I decided to eat a protein bar. BAD idea! The entire time I just knew I was going to yack in front of everyone. After only 10 minutes I had to call it quits. I felt so guilty. I felt like I gave up. But I knew that I couldn't have gone any longer. I left the gym, came home and slept for a couple hours. Its 1 am now and I have to make sure I get up at 8 so I can get my morning going and get to the gym for day 3. 

On a good note, my home looks great. Its clean and as organized as its going to get     : )